I am sitting here thinking, making final lists, and praying about our upcoming wedding. It is what mom's do after months of planning. It is a difficult task for me. One learns much about one's self when planning a daughter's wedding.

One of those things I am learning is that I am not a planner. I am more of a "live for the moment" type person. So, as I face these last few days, I am being stretched beyond my comfort zone. I know whatever happens, happens, and I am fine with that. I also know that this wedding includes many small people and with that comes a bit of the uncertainity that I feel in my heart.

I feel quite confident and excited that these three beautiful girls will cooperate with the wedding schedule. Cousins and friends, these three grew up and survived many phases of life together. I love these girls and am so thankful that God gave our daughter such special cousins to go through life with. I look forward to seeing them serve Kimberly as her bridesmaids.


Now these three...well, I am just not sure how this aspect of the wedding will work. Our daughter wants all of her neices and nephews to be in their wedding(that would be six children, ages four and under), and therein lies my uncertainty this morning. I do not have expectations, just a few dreams. My four year old grandson came up with the brilliant idea that he wants to use his new Pillow Pet Penquin, to carry the rings down the aisle.

Why not??? It might help in the aisle walking:) They are so little and even though the wedding is on the smaller side, a filled church just might be intimidating to them. Either way...I am fine with it. Stay tuned. Thanks for letting me share my thoughts over a cup of coffee this morning.

*coffee picture from Google Images